i feel .... well i dont kno how i feel lol

wuts playin in my head??? fever - by ray charles

its early on a sunday morn, everything is quiet and im really bored...

its pretty windy outside, trees swinging form side to side...

i sit here throughout the day trying to find a simple truth, as to why i sit at home, alone wasting away my youth...

 my room is messy and i lounge in my sweats,  is there anything better to do then sit here posting useless stuff on the web?...

i sing to myself cause there is no one here to listen, the rain falls and on the window the water glistens...

i could sit here all day and type sweet poetic nothings, because there is nothing to do and i wont ever find something...

i feel  pretty good...

wuts playing in my head... i hope you dance by leeane womak

today was an exeptional day compared to how i usually feel. i think its because i wore pink and that is my best color! lol. i sang awesome in choir, i had fun in english class cause we were ginving the sub a hard time, i chilled in my office 3rd period and in 4th period, it was cool but i just couldnt wait to get out... in track prctce i ran really well and i finished 2nd in all the runs we did. but i was feeling kinda sick and my claves were tightening and i was really scared!  

i have been stressing bout a little sumthin. i feel really weird lately cause of robby. sometimes he gives me disgusted looks and he doesnt talk to me the whole day or he breofly talks to me about stupid stuff. i just want to be friedns since we cant be together. i noticed that i get really jealous wehn hes talking to other girls. thats part of the reason were not together today. but yea i called him and we talked so i think this friendship is going to work out... maybe!

i feel ... bored

wuts playin in my head? cold - by crossfade

another weekend all alone... i stayed home last nite... i stayed home today... im goin out of the house tmrw but its not with frieds or anything... i havent been to lakewood in a while and i miss everyone!

Currently Playing Beating Heart Baby (Enhanced) By Head Automatica see related

i feel bored...

wuts playin in my head??? beating heart baby - head automatica

yea im so freakin bored that i actually wrote in my xanga. lol yea if life was eventful i would tell you all the great things goin on but thats not the case so i apologize if this is hella boring, cause i agree with you. so in the past week or so i have been sitting in my house watching a whole bunch of movies over and over again. ive watched titanic at least 5 times. ive watched pearl harbor 3 times. those are both 3 hour movies. the sound of music, the little mermaid, friday night lights, anchorman...omg i have no life. somebody slap some frikin sense into me!

Currently Playing Greatest Hits: My Prerogative (Limited Edition with Bonus CD) By Britney Spears i've just begun(having my fun) see related

i feel...dumb...

wuts playin in my head??? i've just begun - britney spears

well i feel dumb cause on friday i lost my left contact lol... now everything on the left of me is blurry. its soo sad.... and then today i freakin missed practice... ugh.... it started after school and i didnt show up till it ended! silly me! yea life is pretty boring over here. thats why i havent been writing in my xanga... so yea